leave without u by my side..

Even if you were a million miles away
I could still feel you in my bed
Need me, touch me, feel me
And even at the bottom of the sea
I could still hear inside my head
Tellin' me, touch me, feel me..

And all the time you were tellin' me lies

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold on to the times that we had tonight
I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?
Well, you could try sleeping in my bed

Lonely, own me nobody ever shut it down like you
You wore the crown
You made my body feel heaven bound
Why don't you hold me
Neeed me, I thought you told me...

Looking in the sky I could see your face
And I know right where I fit in
Take me, make me, you know that I'll always be in love
With you
Right til the end

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold on to the times that we had tonight
I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Anybody could've told you right from the start
It's bout to fall apart
So rather than hold onto a broken dream
I'll just hold on to love

You'd never leave me

aLmost here..

Did I hear you right
'Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over

You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason

Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
won't you let me

Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you, you're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears
'Cause I know I'm almost here)
Only almost here

i'lL stanD by u baBy..

Oh why you look so sad
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I’ve seen the dark side too..

When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less..

I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you..

So if you're mad get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you..

When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
Cause even if you're wrong..

Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you..
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you..

And when, when the night falls on you, baby
You feeling all alone
You won't be on your own..


I’ll stand by you ...
coz i love you..

happy hOlidae..

since 4 months tk nampak my family.. at last dpt jumpe sey...
16th n 17th amek UL soo tk keje...
soo ampai sna around 11+ ...
g batam dok...hahaha...
da la lame tk g batam sey... soo far jumpe family pat s'pore or tj.pinang..
afta tat kite g nagoya hilL n mit abah there...
abah dtg nan Zahwa . Haura n muhsein..
hahaha...
kalang kabot sey carik dorg... psal i've never been there alone..
hehehehe...
sooo ade takot2 jgk uh..
but luckily ade Fazlie n ramadhan..
ade kwn jgk g batam..
dorg pon 1st time dtg sna...
hahaha...
but dorg such a nice frenz tat i've never had...
sampai pat sna kite g carik hotel ...
tapi hotel sengkek hahaha...
psal satu malam jek pe...
soo kite letak bag then porceed g pulau sarang....
hahaha.. uuuu... gerek...
soo kite naek taxi then g pelabuhan pancung...

pelabuhan... lots of boats...

need improvement rite...??
ready to go....
haura dlm boat... suke die...
(tkde daun ...??????... haha)
fazlie takot kambong tao...!! haha

adq haura jek tk takOt kambing ehk...
hahahaa...
faZlie n ramaDhan

takot sgt nan kambing ampai tanak tgk camera... hahaha
return journey..
senyum tk ikhlas nye...
panas gler sey batam...
burnin my skin.. (ramadhan)
loL...
abah n e twins...
on wed 17th of feb kite da alek...
kite check in kul 14-30...
tapi masok immigration kul 15.10..
sooo kapal da gerak.. kene offload..
soo kene wait e next ferry...
hahaha...
fun sey ... mcm2 cobaan sey...

perbezaan atau persamaan..?

kemarahan dan kebencian ...??

ape lagi yg kau nak lampiaskn pada aku...??

aku tk fahami ape perasaan kau..??

aku tk rase ape yg kau rasekn..???

aku tk alami ape yg kau alami...???

aku tk nampak ape yg kau nampak...???

tetapi ..

apekah kau fahami ape perasaan aku..??

apekah kau rasekn ape yg aku rasekn ..???

apekah kau alami ape yg aku alami...???

apekah kau nampak ape yg aku nampak...??

kau syg aku...???

kau mahu aku jadi milik kau seorang..??

tetapi..

apekah kau tau aku syg kau..??

apekah kau tau aku hanya mahu kau jadi milik aku...???

adekah itu persamaan..??

atau perbezaan...??

apepun masalah yg datang di hadapan adelah sebuah cobaan bagi aku..

tetapi apepun masalah yg datang di hadapan adelah bencana bagi kau..

karne aku slalu kuat utk terus dengan keadaan yg tk ku inginkn..

sedangkn kau lemah yg kau handalkn..

confuseD..

Wat a complicated life...
What should i do with my life...???
To change everything is not easy...
And it's already fated to b like this...
What i can do is to pray ..

If u tink u can't bear with it...
get lOst..!! i dun need a person like u...
u are notin to me...
mayb i can't b like wat u want me to b...
but atleast u need to respect my decision..

i've to b strong or more than juz a normal gaL...
i hope i can juz ran away from thiss .... ish...
who can understand me...??? no one....!
i have to get sumone hu really understand me

nasib badan... da nasib mcm nie tkle uat pape lg kn... angan2 ku slalu tinggi..
ingin jadi anak org kaya... tk perlu keje utk idup... berada d sisi kluarga ...
dan keje ku hanya belajar... tapi tu sume nonesense.. hahaha
tkkn pena terjadi..
wake up waNie !!!!!!!! u're juz a normaL gaL...
notin special...!!!

tapi ku tk pena menyesal atau tk bersyukur jadi dri ku sendiri...
malah ku bangga jadi manusia yg biasa.. karne ku tau ku byk kelebihan yg mungkin org tkda..
itu ape yg org slalu bilang ku..
susah yg slalu uat ku tau ertinye bersyukur , tau diri dan tk sombong...
haiz.... complicated...

i hate u...

i'm zerOOOOO....????
got notin to proud of...????
tat's wat u told me ...?????
bullshit...????
what else....?????????
haiz.... i had enough from u......
u make me pissed off....

wat u want from me....????
wat else.....??????

i dun understand ....
really...
y can't u trust me...????

u left me with soo many questions on my head.....
i can't goin if futher than this...

leave me alone.... i need time to b alone....