Monday, May 25, 2009

mish thOse days..

beiN alOne alL these days.. without any frenz beside me..
pretenDing to be happy without them..
i love them , but they juz dunnoe how to treat my love to them..
eventhough i noe it's my fault but i stilL apoligize to them...
i've taLk to one of my long lost fren..
she agree tat i suppose to forget about them..
but can i do wat she said...? can i..?
i felt sad when i had to telL her about everytink tat i've been thru..
she felt sowie to me about wat i've done for them..
she encourage me to do wat i tink is right for me..
but if they wilL come and ask for apoligy , i wilL accept the way they are..
wilL i...? i'm not soO sure about my decision sometimes..
is there anyone hu can be a perfect frenz...? anyone..?
i've cry a million tears for them...
am i deserve that...? am i...?
am i suppose to b alOne...? am i...?
is hard for me to walkaway ..
u gonna remember me..
i gonna remember u guys, believe me..
start from today am i not gOin to contact u ..
i promised ..
love u no more guys..